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93th post.

ME SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT.
SO YEAH.
I'M MOVED.

Home Alone

Rawr. Home alone today.
How shit!
hurhur,anyway.
just ended call with my auntie from msiaaa.
Asking me to go back to msiaa with daddy for Sao Muuu.
Told her msia is very CROWDED,VERY TRUE.
hahas,& she'll be always asking whether i got bf,etc.
& next time when she shift to bigger house,she called me to go.
O.O
anyway,thinking back.
so long since i last went msia,kinda miss there.
anyway,i used to hate this auntie of mine a lot.
no joke,but slowly when i grow older.
i find her not that bad after old.
BUT STILL,2nd&3rd auntie are still the best:D
( FYI she is the 5th auntie , my mum is the 4th )
okays,so i was alone at home.
& mummy have been calling back to call me vacuum floor.
rah,will do it later.
spent the whole morning watching tv+finish a thick book.(!)
satisfied*
WILL BE HEADING OUT TML,to bugis with mummy (?)
hope to find my heels,hohho.
anyway,am shopping online.
didn't spot anything i like )))))))));
( insert sad face )
& AM GOING OFF RIGHT NOW.
bye.


Not that much anymore.

RETEST.

2nd post for today.
ANYWAY,will be changing blog link when i hit 100th instead.
can't wait;X
anyway,before heading to school.
bbei came my house-.-,
she forget the way here & i went to fetch her,lol!
she was busy straightening her hair with my hair straightener
while I was looking at _. blog,hohoho!
& SHE even took picture of my poor elmo);
& even took picture of me in my ugly sitting position-.-
we played around till 10 before going school:X
so as usual,we're late las,lmaos!.
did Emath 23/30
not sure my previous score.
& amath totally suck pleasezxzzzzz.
i score 13/30.
i can pass de okay,but when i was finding marks,
mrkoh spot more mistakes,rawr.
how shit.
at least i improve las okay!
went jp with py+bbeii.
first time taking 241:X
had Mos for lunch,Teriyaki Chicken Burger+Soup.
:D
than HOMED.
:D
so yeah,going off nowwwwww!
:D

Just nothing.
Just not you.
Almost skip a beat.

V. blue sky!

Woke up in the morning&was greeted by the V.BLUESKY.
:D,+ alot of clouds okay.PRETTY:D
but now no more clouds,only blue sky);
anyway,need to go school sooon for retest.
& guess what,i didn't study anything-.-
rawrrrrrrrr,not in the mood nahs.
moreover,is on TRIGO(?!)
so yeahs,cant be bother;X
hope can improve from my kuku 9 to 15(!?)
so that i can pass at least.
but the next topic differentiation i must do well:D
time check:09.09
off to prepare now!

P/S: I MANAGED TO DOWNLOAD 放了爱 + HEARTLESS.
( INSERT BIG WIDE SMILE!)
PP/S: _. night was horrible.

End of Motivation Workshop

:D
today we had 4hrs of the workshop.!
i'm Read/Write learner but i think i'm abit mixed of Visual learner(?)
anyway,today we had fun:D
esp me+bbei,cause we're playing around;X
homed at 12,ain't I guai?
Managed to find several songs I have been finding;D
Yay-ness.
am going back to sch tml too);
for amath+emath retest(!)
Rawr,anyway.
i'm damn bored right now.
no msn can kill please.
& before i forget,
will be heading out this week to get new heels.
which i need oh-so-badly.
:D
alright,I shall go off nowwwwww.
to be maid help mummy vacuum floor.
):

At that moment when i throw it back,
I knew I should stop bluffing myself.
Should stop making impossible,possible again.
Should just give up that ray of hopes.
Should just stop tracing your absence.
Should just stop everything and continue on.
The feeling ain't great/

If only I know what I wanted.

:D
am back from the motivation camp.
did a few things today,
affirmations,goals&timetable for this week.
the first part was okay,
than we had lunch,WHICH WASN'T NICE(!)
& the second part wasn't that good);
the affirmation is to motivate us
which i remind myself to chant everyday! x123456789times
:D
my affirmation is the opp side which of cause don't show you:P
today will the last day for the camp,hope will be fun.
& SOMETHING RANDOM!
i changed my watch already!
NO MORE ROBOT):
instead I have mickey!
BLINKBLINK* ULTRA BLINK*
but sadly,1 blinky dropped off already);
but,THE WATCH IS STILL BRIGHT+SHINY:D
Authentic okay,hurhur.
hohohos,!
anyway,yesterday i went out with F to catchup+get back my ss!
:DDDDD
no picture of us,ONLY ME.
eating 200g of minitoons candies can kill pleasezxz.

i'm bloody pissed off right now.
i spent like nearly 1hr to 2 trying to post this damn short post.
cause my com fall on me,wtf seriously.
time to reformat i guess.
& i was this close to yelling at everyone who irritate me.
hop mad*
am off now to prepare for tuition.
will blog tml!
hook pinky&promise(;

80th posts.

I'll change my bloglink once i hit my 90th post.

this world,this cruel and horrible world.
i have been trying so hard to escape,
to close one eye,& accept whatever fate that place on my hand.
but sometime,do you know how tiring it is to actually bluff myself?
To think that,everything will be much better.
but it didn't.
Each time everything just got a little worst,
All the sufferings&hurtings must stop one day.
I can't wait to get out of this world.

Today,had Amath remedial.
i did went okay,headed to jp aftermath.
had coffeebean,rah.
homed&slept.
boring day.
now,i'm friggingly bloated.
i know my post is getting more&more boring.
& more and more question marks.
Trust me,you won't want to know
& everything is confusing.
Not sure if i'm heading out tml,
might be meeting _. to get my SS book back and catch up (?)
off now.
CURRENT WISHLIST.
-Get over with 'O' lvl asap.
-Score well in 'O' lvl.
-Get new heels& everything new.
-BE A VOLUNTEER(!)
MUST HELP THE LESS FORTUNATE,really.

I _. the _. out,cause i want to stop all this suffers.

I guess,i don't really care anymore.
the question marks& the endless puzzles you gave.

The flashbacks just keep comming back

Results back.
Disappointing.
When you see C in your report card,you'll know how it feel.
Eng-C6
Chi-A2
Amath-A1
Math-A2
Sci-C5
Combine Human-A1
POA-B3
when you know the efforts you put in,just wasn't enough.
& for POA,just 1 more marks to A2 & 1 more mark for math to be A1.
how discouraging,very.
if only times will turn back once again,
if only everything just go back to square.
Cross-country tml,run people.
off to daydream,rah.

Deep in my heart,
i cry for you.
To see you suffer in pain,
it breaks my heart.
I told myself not to disappoint you ever again
but everything doesn't seems to have use.
I wanted to prove you,
I can do it.
To make you proud of me.

When can all this hide-and-seek stop.

I wanted to open my mouth to talk to you,
but the moment i open,
i swallow my words back.
It seems so hard to go back to how we used to be.
How close we're once.
I guess after that incident,
we drifted apart.

The sight of you,
just irks me off,seriously.
that is how i feel.
why make yourself feel so horrible,
& let others suffered in the end.
I don't understand.
I wanted to tell you,but words just doesn't come out.

I just can't stand the whole world right now.
everything is just going really crazy.
Get out of here soon,i can't wait.
To get a better life out there,
& get away with this shit.

The feelings i have right now,
is what i have 2 years back.
I told myself,
never let history repeat all over again
& start crying over spill milks.
That feeling ain't glad.
I could even remember till now.
How disappointed i was,how discourage i became.

The feeling right now inside me was confusing,in a whirl.
WHAT EXACTLY DO I WANT.
WHERE AM I GOING

Monday today,so not wonderful.
had the GYM practical+theory test.
super shit,the theory was like O.O
i lost the damn paper on the body parts&stuff.
& the practical was funnyyyyy.
i seriously confused by what muscles he wanted me to stretch/exercise.
anyway,am glad he didn't ask me those super duper urber CHIM like lat.-.-
had assembly,totally zzzzzzzzzz.SERIOUSLY.
cca today was :D release at 4,hohoh.
today is really crap,rawr.
am going to have sleep now;D

P/s:
Guess what, i totally forgot about removing my hot pink nails
& i didn't know where i throw my nails remover,SO GUESS WHAT.
i put plaster on my thumb,hohoho!
su myat even thought i injured my thumb. O.O

Not in a good mood.
even when the sky is as blue as how it should be,
or even eating sushi&soy milk.
or perhaps i should sleep through my noon.
sucks,bye.

Reminder:
-need to remove my hot pink nail later(!)
-must do a veryvery Gothic medicure after 'O'
(Hot pink+while/black lace+blinkblink(; )

What exactly?

if only my sky was as blue.

What exactly am i after.
when it gets so near,i ran away.
when it gets so far,i hope for it to turn back.
whywhywhy.

This week have been crazy,really.
hurt my brain,alot.
got so emotional due to _.,glad i didn't have to _.
did i just gave up?
went back school today for remedial,bored to death.
got 2 new pens,♥ pen with doodles on it(;
fall in love with the perfume at Sasa,rawr.
& managed to get something for F.,hope she like.
Happy belated birthday,
didn't manage to say it infront of you yesterday.
addicted to FangLeAi,rah.
Have to revise Trigo+Probability+FINISH TUITION HWK!.
Tuition is Differentiation of Trigo while sch is Further trigo.
everywhere is trigo,rawr.

alright,have to go now.
Tatas(;

Life have been pretty like a roller coaster ride,
going up&down,
hoping it'll end & continue with a simple life.
but i guess,nothing of this sort will happen.
cause,it just went higher & lower as before.
everyone around,
just seems to make things so much difficult when it was just like 1+2=3.
sound funny,but true.
seriously,what for. like no gain,nothing?
they thought is was fun,but it wasn't.
just accept thing as it was,
because noone will change it unless you do.

/so not referring to anyone.

Running tomorrow=DIE.

Pon the training for the run tml,(;
hope nothing go wrong nahzxzzz.
worry can,hope i wont run lasttt.
persevere on(;
scare alot things can,esp falldown&shoes comming off.
rawr.
anyway,flu is comming to find me already);
))))))))))));
chem test is changed to tml,wtf-.-
&& our notice board is done!
hope we'll win:D
when the going gets tough,the tough gets going...:D,mineeeeee.
& something very random!
nice cloud,no?
& nowaday,the sky is freakingly DULL PLEASEZXZ);
no more blueeeeeee.
even the sky is emo);
LASTLYYYY,

:D
cute badge eh?
(;
alright,off now.
wish me lucks for tml running.
:D

i don't wish to hurt you at all

Time check,5-40am.
a few more minutes before going to prepare.
today is tues,= school dismiss early.
but i guess i got PB stuff,yeah.
yesterday was a friggingly busy day,
nothing interesting happen,
school have been,school,study,study,home.
totally no life,rah.
& i have decided to pon _. hohohs?
:D
3moredays to go till weekend.
rawr,come quickly pleasezxz.
& GUESS WHAT,next monday got this GYM theory+practical.
wtfffffffff,seriously.
rawr,watch me fail.
alright,5.44 now,
TOOK 4mins for me to type this shit.
tatas.

i don't wish to hurt you at all,
but even i don't let go now,
some day,we'll.
so why not now?
why not end everything now?