What exactly?

if only my sky was as blue.

What exactly am i after.
when it gets so near,i ran away.
when it gets so far,i hope for it to turn back.
whywhywhy.

This week have been crazy,really.
hurt my brain,alot.
got so emotional due to _.,glad i didn't have to _.
did i just gave up?
went back school today for remedial,bored to death.
got 2 new pens,♥ pen with doodles on it(;
fall in love with the perfume at Sasa,rawr.
& managed to get something for F.,hope she like.
Happy belated birthday,
didn't manage to say it infront of you yesterday.
addicted to FangLeAi,rah.
Have to revise Trigo+Probability+FINISH TUITION HWK!.
Tuition is Differentiation of Trigo while sch is Further trigo.
everywhere is trigo,rawr.

alright,have to go now.
Tatas(;