I thought it was game over.

http://stainedwith-lipstick.blogspot.com/

2009-03-20T09:49:00.001+08:00

LINK ME IF YOU WANT,IF NOT CLICK&TAG.
:D
Catch me there!
:D

93th post.

2009-03-20T09:09:00.000+08:00

ME SERIOUSLY CAN'T WAIT.
SO YEAH.
I'M MOVED.

Home Alone

2009-03-19T16:08:00.005+08:00

Rawr. Home alone today.
How shit!
hurhur,anyway.
just ended call with my auntie from msiaaa.
Asking me to go back to msiaa with daddy for Sao Muuu.
Told her msia is very CROWDED,VERY TRUE.
hahas,& she'll be always asking whether i got bf,etc.
& next time when she shift to bigger house,she called me to go.
O.O
anyway,thinking back.
so long since i last went msia,kinda miss there.
anyway,i used to hate this auntie of mine a lot.
no joke,but slowly when i grow older.
i find her not that bad after old.
BUT STILL,2nd&3rd auntie are still the best:D
( FYI she is the 5th auntie , my mum is the 4th )
okays,so i was alone at home.
& mummy have been calling back to call me vacuum floor.
rah,will do it later.
spent the whole morning watching tv+finish a thick book.(!)
satisfied*
WILL BE HEADING OUT TML,to bugis with mummy (?)
hope to find my heels,hohho.
anyway,am shopping online.
didn't spot anything i like )))))))));
( insert sad face )
& AM GOING OFF RIGHT NOW.
bye.

Not that much anymore.

RETEST.

2009-03-18T15:23:00.004+08:00

2nd post for today.
ANYWAY,will be changing blog link when i hit 100th instead.
can't wait;X
anyway,before heading to school.
bbei came my house-.-,
she forget the way here & i went to fetch her,lol!
she was busy straightening her hair with my hair straightener
while I was looking at _. blog,hohoho!
& SHE even took picture of my poor elmo);
& even took picture of me in my ugly sitting position-.-
we played around till 10 before going school:X
so as usual,we're late las,lmaos!.
did Emath 23/30
not sure my previous score.
& amath totally suck pleasezxzzzzz.
i score 13/30.
i can pass de okay,but when i was finding marks,
mrkoh spot more mistakes,rawr.
how shit.
at least i improve las okay!
went jp with py+bbeii.
first time taking 241:X
had Mos for lunch,Teriyaki Chicken Burger+Soup.
:D
than HOMED.
:D
so yeah,going off nowwwwww!
:D

Just nothing.
Just not you.
Almost skip a beat.

V. blue sky!

2009-03-18T09:05:00.003+08:00

Woke up in the morning&was greeted by the V.BLUESKY.
:D,+ alot of clouds okay.PRETTY:D
but now no more clouds,only blue sky);
anyway,need to go school sooon for retest.
& guess what,i didn't study anything-.-
rawrrrrrrrr,not in the mood nahs.
moreover,is on TRIGO(?!)
so yeahs,cant be bother;X
hope can improve from my kuku 9 to 15(!?)
so that i can pass at least.
but the next topic differentiation i must do well:D
time check:09.09
off to prepare now!

P/S: I MANAGED TO DOWNLOAD 放了爱 + HEARTLESS.
( INSERT BIG WIDE SMILE!)
PP/S: _. night was horrible.

End of Motivation Workshop

2009-03-17T17:02:00.004+08:00

:D
today we had 4hrs of the workshop.!
i'm Read/Write learner but i think i'm abit mixed of Visual learner(?)
anyway,today we had fun:D
esp me+bbei,cause we're playing around;X
homed at 12,ain't I guai?
Managed to find several songs I have been finding;D
Yay-ness.
am going back to sch tml too);
for amath+emath retest(!)
Rawr,anyway.
i'm damn bored right now.
no msn can kill please.
& before i forget,
will be heading out this week to get new heels.
which i need oh-so-badly.
:D
alright,I shall go off nowwwwww.
to be maid help mummy vacuum floor.
):

At that moment when i throw it back,
I knew I should stop bluffing myself.
Should stop making impossible,possible again.
Should just give up that ray of hopes.
Should just stop tracing your absence.
Should just stop everything and continue on.
The feeling ain't great/

If only I know what I wanted.

2009-03-16T21:58:00.001+08:00

2009-03-16T18:04:00.010+08:00

:D
am back from the motivation camp.
did a few things today,
affirmations,goals&timetable for this week.
the first part was okay,
than we had lunch,WHICH WASN'T NICE(!)
& the second part wasn't that good);
the affirmation is to motivate us
which i remind myself to chant everyday! x123456789times
:D
my affirmation is the opp side which of cause don't show you:P
today will the last day for the camp,hope will be fun.
& SOMETHING RANDOM!
i changed my watch already!
NO MORE ROBOT):
instead I have mickey!
BLINKBLINK* ULTRA BLINK*
but sadly,1 blinky dropped off already);
but,THE WATCH IS STILL BRIGHT+SHINY:D
Authentic okay,hurhur.
hohohos,!
anyway,yesterday i went out with F to catchup+get back my ss!
:DDDDD
no picture of us,ONLY ME.
eating 200g of minitoons candies can kill pleasezxz.

i'm bloody pissed off right now.
i spent like nearly 1hr to 2 trying to post this damn short post.
cause my com fall on me,wtf seriously.
time to reformat i guess.
& i was this close to yelling at everyone who irritate me.
hop mad*
am off now to prepare for tuition.
will blog tml!
hook pinky&promise(;

80th posts.

2009-03-14T19:49:00.005+08:00

I'll change my bloglink once i hit my 90th post.

this world,this cruel and horrible world.
i have been trying so hard to escape,
to close one eye,& accept whatever fate that place on my hand.
but sometime,do you know how tiring it is to actually bluff myself?
To think that,everything will be much better.
but it didn't.
Each time everything just got a little worst,
All the sufferings&hurtings must stop one day.
I can't wait to get out of this world.

Today,had Amath remedial.
i did went okay,headed to jp aftermath.
had coffeebean,rah.
homed&slept.
boring day.
now,i'm friggingly bloated.
i know my post is getting more&more boring.
& more and more question marks.
Trust me,you won't want to know
& everything is confusing.
Not sure if i'm heading out tml,
might be meeting _. to get my SS book back and catch up (?)
off now.
CURRENT WISHLIST.
-Get over with 'O' lvl asap.
-Score well in 'O' lvl.
-Get new heels& everything new.
-BE A VOLUNTEER(!)
MUST HELP THE LESS FORTUNATE,really.

I _. the _. out,cause i want to stop all this suffers.

I guess,i don't really care anymore.
the question marks& the endless puzzles you gave.

The flashbacks just keep comming back

2009-03-12T17:57:00.006+08:00

Results back.
Disappointing.
When you see C in your report card,you'll know how it feel.
Eng-C6
Chi-A2
Amath-A1
Math-A2
Sci-C5
Combine Human-A1
POA-B3
when you know the efforts you put in,just wasn't enough.
& for POA,just 1 more marks to A2 & 1 more mark for math to be A1.
how discouraging,very.
if only times will turn back once again,
if only everything just go back to square.
Cross-country tml,run people.
off to daydream,rah.

Deep in my heart,
i cry for you.
To see you suffer in pain,
it breaks my heart.
I told myself not to disappoint you ever again
but everything doesn't seems to have use.
I wanted to prove you,
I can do it.
To make you proud of me.

When can all this hide-and-seek stop.

I wanted to open my mouth to talk to you,
but the moment i open,
i swallow my words back.
It seems so hard to go back to how we used to be.
How close we're once.
I guess after that incident,
we drifted apart.

The sight of you,
just irks me off,seriously.
that is how i feel.
why make yourself feel so horrible,
& let others suffered in the end.
I don't understand.
I wanted to tell you,but words just doesn't come out.

I just can't stand the whole world right now.
everything is just going really crazy.
Get out of here soon,i can't wait.
To get a better life out there,
& get away with this shit.

The feelings i have right now,
is what i have 2 years back.
I told myself,
never let history repeat all over again
& start crying over spill milks.
That feeling ain't glad.
I could even remember till now.
How disappointed i was,how discourage i became.

The feeling right now inside me was confusing,in a whirl.
WHAT EXACTLY DO I WANT.
WHERE AM I GOING

2009-03-09T17:36:00.005+08:00

Monday today,so not wonderful.
had the GYM practical+theory test.
super shit,the theory was like O.O
i lost the damn paper on the body parts&stuff.
& the practical was funnyyyyy.
i seriously confused by what muscles he wanted me to stretch/exercise.
anyway,am glad he didn't ask me those super duper urber CHIM like lat.-.-
had assembly,totally zzzzzzzzzz.SERIOUSLY.
cca today was :D release at 4,hohoh.
today is really crap,rawr.
am going to have sleep now;D

P/s:
Guess what, i totally forgot about removing my hot pink nails
& i didn't know where i throw my nails remover,SO GUESS WHAT.
i put plaster on my thumb,hohoho!
su myat even thought i injured my thumb. O.O

2009-03-08T14:06:00.002+08:00

Not in a good mood.
even when the sky is as blue as how it should be,
or even eating sushi&soy milk.
or perhaps i should sleep through my noon.
sucks,bye.

Reminder:
-need to remove my hot pink nail later(!)
-must do a veryvery Gothic medicure after 'O'
(Hot pink+while/black lace+blinkblink(; )

What exactly?

2009-03-07T22:28:00.006+08:00

if only my sky was as blue.

What exactly am i after.
when it gets so near,i ran away.
when it gets so far,i hope for it to turn back.
whywhywhy.

This week have been crazy,really.
hurt my brain,alot.
got so emotional due to _.,glad i didn't have to _.
did i just gave up?
went back school today for remedial,bored to death.
got 2 new pens,♥ pen with doodles on it(;
fall in love with the perfume at Sasa,rawr.
& managed to get something for F.,hope she like.
Happy belated birthday,
didn't manage to say it infront of you yesterday.
addicted to FangLeAi,rah.
Have to revise Trigo+Probability+FINISH TUITION HWK!.
Tuition is Differentiation of Trigo while sch is Further trigo.
everywhere is trigo,rawr.

alright,have to go now.
Tatas(;

2009-03-04T18:07:00.002+08:00

Life have been pretty like a roller coaster ride,
going up&down,
hoping it'll end & continue with a simple life.
but i guess,nothing of this sort will happen.
cause,it just went higher & lower as before.
everyone around,
just seems to make things so much difficult when it was just like 1+2=3.
sound funny,but true.
seriously,what for. like no gain,nothing?
they thought is was fun,but it wasn't.
just accept thing as it was,
because noone will change it unless you do.

/so not referring to anyone.

Running tomorrow=DIE.

2009-03-04T17:31:00.009+08:00

Pon the training for the run tml,(;
hope nothing go wrong nahzxzzz.
worry can,hope i wont run lasttt.
persevere on(;
scare alot things can,esp falldown&shoes comming off.
rawr.
anyway,flu is comming to find me already);
))))))))))));
chem test is changed to tml,wtf-.-
&& our notice board is done!
hope we'll win:D
when the going gets tough,the tough gets going...:D,mineeeeee.
& something very random!
nice cloud,no?
& nowaday,the sky is freakingly DULL PLEASEZXZ);
no more blueeeeeee.
even the sky is emo);
LASTLYYYY,

:D
cute badge eh?
(;
alright,off now.
wish me lucks for tml running.
:D

i don't wish to hurt you at all

2009-03-03T05:40:00.004+08:00

Time check,5-40am.
a few more minutes before going to prepare.
today is tues,= school dismiss early.
but i guess i got PB stuff,yeah.
yesterday was a friggingly busy day,
nothing interesting happen,
school have been,school,study,study,home.
totally no life,rah.
& i have decided to pon _. hohohs?
:D
3moredays to go till weekend.
rawr,come quickly pleasezxz.
& GUESS WHAT,next monday got this GYM theory+practical.
wtfffffffff,seriously.
rawr,watch me fail.
alright,5.44 now,
TOOK 4mins for me to type this shit.
tatas.

i don't wish to hurt you at all,
but even i don't let go now,
some day,we'll.
so why not now?
why not end everything now?

2009-02-28T17:13:00.003+08:00

Sorry,i didn't mean to.
i choose to tell you,cause i don't want to cheat your feelings.
i choose to tell you,cause i don't want to hurt you any further.
虽然有一点不舍得，我还是要勇敢。
如果懂得拿起，就要懂得放弃。
虽然眼泪会不停的掉，我还是选择放弃你。
♥不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。
after many separation&reconcile,
i guess,i won't change anymore.

Amath retest today,
got 27/30.
notbad(;
trade answer with Sumyat for 1 qns,hohohos
went jp aftermath,
went popular with Joni+Su+Mazidayu to get noticeboard stuff
had koreanfood for lunch with bbei,thumb up!.
went library & borrowed books.
& FINALLY,problem resolve.
teehee,(;
ate donut before heading home with bbei.
:D
alright am off now.
bye.

no more game of love,
cause i have no confidence in winning you anymore.
don't ask me what happen,
cause everything doesn't matter anymore.
& unless i feel like telling you.

A message that brighten up my day.

2009-02-25T19:02:00.004+08:00

Nails+Hair pleasezxz grow longer.
( V.random i know )
anyway,school was not bad.
got back most of the paper already!
didn't fail any,happy shit.
i pass my science for god damn sake,
just that i failed chem but passed phy = pass science.
:D
just pass english:X
anyway,mrLAU is back.
i'll treasure him okay,no more mr_.
just had the Interview for trainee yesterday,
some were really funny,
while some are friggingly QUIET.
SO QUIET THAT I cant hear my watch ticking pleasezxz-.-
scary,lol.
am offf now.
:D

A message that brighten up my day.

Baby,I know sometimes its gonna rain.

2009-02-22T21:37:00.003+08:00

Addicted to Mad,x123456789
go listen kae? Mad-Neyo.
hohohos,tml school day again.
Monday=GYM+CCA day,suck.
guess tml phy+chem will be return too,);
there will be 2 test this week,Amath+POA.
i hope wont fail luh.
going offf now.
tc everyone.

when everything just start running back,
i thought,it was over.
but the true fact,it wasn't.
i thought,it had faded.
but the true fact,it hasn't.
i thought,i had get over it.
but in fact,i hasn't.
all along,i was just having illusion.
/
you're more than important,
which cannot be written in mainly just a few sentence.
ily.
/
getup&starttorun.
noone aint going to wait for you.
no more spill milk.
no more regrets.

So not against 'B'

2009-02-20T16:52:00.004+08:00

Today is like shit.
the moment i saw _.,i was right.
no doubt,he freaked me out with his (what-the-fuck face)
I SWEAR,I REALISE HOW GOOD MRLAU IS,compared to him.
x123456789 times,i pratically feel like ponning his class can.
1) I learnt nothing,i swear. Mumbai religion fight(?)
2) He totally got 0 ZERO sense of time constraint, saying we'll do work on 2nd period,
my foot pleasezxz. Spent the entire 1hr doing debate.
3) Total waste of time,i can do much more things productive during that 1Hr.
4) He,himself as the judge,HOW CAN HE SIDE one side or another in debate(?)
5) During a debate,one should let others speak their piece before someone rebut back,
guess what,someone just interrupted the speaker and he did N.O.T.H.I.N.G
6) We ourselves not interested,at least we kept quiet not making a din in his lesson,
( WHICH HE SHOULD BE GRATEFUL )
yet he went to chose those not participating up to speak (WTF)
7) I gained nothing after the debate,just that i HATE him more
8) A debate should have a conclusion,at least.HIS DOESN'T.
9) He didn't study _. yet tried to teach us(?)
like totally asking someone who is a nurse trying to be a lawyer(?!?!)
10) He is f. unreasonable,in a debate we should AT LEAST choose which stand, so that can debate better. BUT HE DOESN'T.
11) I swear,his vocab of words is v. limited,all he know to say is 'Shutup,Shutup,Shutup'.
i got 11 reasons why i'm that against him,
the moment he release us,me&bbei just dashed out without thanking him.
why should i even thank him?
RAWR,angry pleasezxz.
PLUS,he even made Bbei to walk up to debate,wtshit pleasezxzz.
we're divided into 2 grps,& the group i'm in JUST can't stand the sight of him.
we just start to ROLLED eyes & tsk-ed.
even Huishengzehzehh was pissed off,HOW COULD WE NOT?!
except for that,school was okay.
Didnt finish chi test,left 1 qns);
went jp after school with bbei! :D
had fried rice for lunch,yayyyyyyyy.(insert happyface)
will be going back soon to get belts+necklace:D
& ME WANT GET PENCILBOX SOOON.
(cause me saw the one i want already:D )
got rings+studs for school,happyyyy.
have enough ranting about _.
hope MRLAU+MISSNURUL COME BACK QUICK);
hurhurs,offfff now.

When you don't have such a big head,
don't try to wear a big hat.
Because when you did,
you're trying to let others know you're so great,
when in the actual fact,you ain't.
so please get a life.

Say no to egg prata pleasezxz!

2009-02-19T20:05:00.004+08:00

Just now i thought things get a little better,
it just got worst.

today combinesci suck like shit,serious.
screwed the whole of it,practically the most marks kind.
how shit,rawr.
hope i'll at least get a pass please.
school was alright, missW didn't came for chem:D
got back math paper,didn't know i'll get 42/50:D
got the same marks as Congzi):
poa is alway boring,):
got home with P&Bbei,saw the disgusting-plucking-hair-lady.
how lucky,NOT.
anyway,SAW MY TITLE?
SAY NO TO EGG PRATA.
been such a long time since i ate egg prata,
so me&bbei went to get it today.
& we got 2 at a go,rawr.
regret x12334455667788.
i almost puke out.
i ate the first,& a few mouthful of the 2nd.
& throw the whole thing away,
no more wEGG/w.oEGG prata for me,for let say,6months?
& no more EGG for me for the next few day.
sinful,i swear.
got home,sleptttttttt.
nothing beat sleeping,one of the best thing in the world(;
Congzi called me,can't be bother to answer-.-
hohohos.
have to go now,
CHI TML.
left poa&amath.
:DDDD
tataaaaaaaaas.

time to start everything all over again.

2009-02-18T16:40:00.002+08:00

Common test week):
start to pull hair*
rawr,anyway. MATH+ENG IS DOWN.
yay,tml is combine schi while friday is chi.
:DD
today math is still okay,abit not enough time.
i spent like 20mins on just the first qns,how wonderful eh-.-
but managed to do qns that i know how to de.
anyway,yesterday i saw the gross-est thing ever,i swear.
i'm fucking glad i didn't eat during recess and lunch break.
i saw the-auntie-who-alway-came-up-99-to-ask-for-money,
GUESS WHAT,she pluck her hair & ate it.
how gross,seriouly irks me off.
i was just sitting BEHIND HER,for god sake.
freakingly disgusting,no?
i almost vomitted pleasezxzzzzz.
anyway,am talking to jiaqi in msn now:D
utterly mafan cause i have to type in chi or han yu pin yin-.-
his byebye=88-.-
going to sleep nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww,byebyeeeeee.
wish me lucks tml.

for that instant minutes,
i thought it was over.
thank god,it wasn't.
all i wish was a little bit more.
a little bit more of happiness.

2009-02-14T18:54:00.004+08:00

Am back to post again,
this few weeks i'm fuckingly not feeling well.
one day i'll complain i'm having flu,
while the next having cough.
while the next sorethroat.
kill me pleasezxz,have been going on for 2fuckingweeks.
& now i'm having flu,feel like sneezing but i just can't.
Rawr x123445678899797
everyday have been waking up hoping sorethroat will be gone):
INSERT SAD FACES*
anyway,i cant remember what happen.
except for Thur,Friday&Today.
:DDD
THUR.
had prefects gathering after school.
didnt went house pratice,happy shit.
had super duper lots of fun,laugh like mad,serious.
we'll playing persi cola together when someone tried to step me a few times,
by the name of Junwei.
someone help me kill him,
he claim that he came to talk to me,ended up attempting to kill me.
w.o.n.d.e.r.f.u.l
next,he was blowing bubbles on me,):
i'll kill him somehow,
while Sumyat is going to kill Gico,hohohohs.
funnyyyyy!.
FRIDAY.
valentine eve & total defence day.
was super funny cause the army camp was having siren,
so alot of us thought it was our school one.
no electricity for 30mins while having geo test.
hope i'll get good marks(:
the siren went offffffff during POA,happyyyyyyy.
i seriously dont understand,if there was a fire there still can goes,'Exercise,Exercise,Exercise'.
rawr,alot of us were strolling like noone business seriously.
went hall,witness 5 people get caning. poor them.
went recess,Junwei suddenly become so nice that he afford me some brownie.
O.O
it was oh-so-wonderful,NOT.
stayed back after school have poa retest,even though i didnt fail.
btw,i got a 15/20 okay(:
homed.
TODAY.
met Sm at prime,headed to find winnie the pooh stuff.
ended up getting random pens.
headed for amath remedial 30mins late.
wonderful shit,we blew heart balloon & i even got MRKOH fave drinks.
hohohs.
play+chat for the whole of 2hours;X
anyway,THANKS
Smbb,Py,Hs,Wennie,Wanfei,Joni for your valentine prezzies:D
esp sm sticky!
& L fetched me after remedial:D
with rose+chocolates.
hohohs.
am going out tml with smbb to Bugis,
hohohoh,to get our canvas shoes which we have been eyeing over the mags last week.
can't waittttttttt.
:DDDDDDD
wanted to upload pic but rawr,cant find usb.
other day kae{:
TATAS.

iloveyou x123456789.
PIZZA+CABLES
:D

2009-02-08T16:17:00.002+08:00

am still sick,rawr x12345678):
today has been great,SO NOT.
tuition in the early morning and slept thru my noon.
just wake up & yeah,getting real lazy.
have to do emath work later.
yet another monday tml,so not looking forward.
monday=gym+cca day.
suck to the max.
i want go shopping soon):
just get m)phosis patent white slipper ytd:D
happy shit,hohohos.

My throat hurts like a bitch

2009-02-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

Sad me,this week is really horrible.
i'm still having sorethroat but with flu+slight cough.
how lucky can i get,& MY THROAT IS REALLY DRIVING ME INSANE.
i have already forgotton how it felt when i doesn't have them.
go away pleasezxz,nearly a week already):

2009-02-04T16:34:00.002+08:00

Guess what,
i just the worst week ever.
last sun i went out after tuition to home-visiting with friends
:D
ate tibits+currynoodle+yusheng.
guess what,the next day WHICH IS MONDAY.
i got a sore throat.
after school i got tuition,
& ME,being very muddle-headed didn't bring my hoodie.
i suffered against the V.V.V.V.Fuckingly cold temp for 45mins.
for that 45mins,my hand's hair all STANDDD&i was shivering like shyt.
rawrrrrr,imagine how happy i was when the tuition was over?
my fingers totally went P.U.R.P.L.E
& i caught a fever that night,38.6.
i so friggingly want to sleep but there was a AMATH test tml.
wtf,#$%^&*(.
had emath test part2 instead
& amath today.
anyway,ALOT of test were returned.
english was v.v. disappointing);
& DAMN IT ON BOTH EMATH,i was fuckingly careless pleasezxz.
i'm still down with sore throat,sad.
house pratice tml,RAWR.
SS&POA TEST on friday.
rawr,test&test&moretest.
have to go nowwwww,to play pet society:D

Back to school.

2009-01-28T18:11:00.004+08:00

-YESTERDAY cny suck.
-Didn't bring thermometer to school,shytme.
LUCKILY DIDN'T CHECK CANZXZZZ.
-emath test on friday);
-chem experiment.
DAMN !@#$%^&*(),damn funny when bbei&me do.
-physics was noisy+fun+alright.
-hwks alot today);
X123456789 sad faces.
-HOMED.
-FINALLY I KNOW WHO MSG ME RECENTLY.
-cause someone did,& i accidently deleted the no. away,
so i didn't know is who TILL TODAY.
-Is martin for god sake.
HIS VOICE CHANGE LIKE !@#$%^&*( LIKE A ANGMOH please.
huge shock when i answer the calls O.O
might meet him after school tml(?)
might not but he's going back Aus on friday,shall see how;D
-Manage to complete The boy called 'It' today,hohohs.
-TATAS

Cny 1st day.

2009-01-26T22:44:00.009+08:00

HAPPY NIU(NEW) YEAR! :D
Moooo~
Cny first day.
am tired beat.
-LianShanShuangLinMonastery
-Kneel for 20mins,legs were tired.very.
-Vivo,waited under the hot sun for 30mins plus.
-4 unknown people came to ask me qns about the q&getting tiks.
-funny thang was,there was hundreds over people infront&behind me.
-too bad they came to ask me,cause i just anyhow gave them a answer:X
-every single steps i took,i saw diff grps of B_/
-CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW MANY ZILLIONS B_. WENT?
-80% B_.,15% C_. 5% SINGAPORENS.
-IS EITHER AIR POLLUTION OR NOISE POLLUTION(No offences but SERIOUSLY PLEAEZ)
-Reached Sentosa,flowers were v.pretty
-daisy,my fave.Sadly didn't saw the kind of pink daisy i like);-Another fave of mine.-Look carefullyyyyy,ducks made of flowers.
-Blog the rest of pics next time.
-Ate&Home.
-Sick right now.
-Have you ever sneeze so hard that you feel that your nose is almost comming out?
-I just did,the loudest sneeze & hardest sneeze i ever have.
-Flu is conquering me,oh shyt.
-out tml again to aunties house,rah.
-my nose,is seriously killing me.
-Tatas.

I WANT .
-OXFORDS HEEL.
-LAME LEGGINGS.
-DENIM VEST.
-F21 inspire necklace.
-OVERSIZE TEEEEEE.
ohshyt,how? ):

i could daydream about you all day.

2009-01-24T22:55:00.004+08:00

I feel like a love counsellor,rah.
cause i'm counselling _.
haha,i got the lastest news of his lovelife.
poor him,tsktsktsk.
i'm suggesting alotalotalot of ideas,rah.
went out today,with my new scarf,hohohs.
luckily today weather is not that hot,
or else i'll die of heat stroke;X
& saw my robot watch? hohho.
need to get a new watch the next time i go Bugis.
& see my hairrrrrrrr,GROW LIAO OKAY.
happy x123456789.
cover eyebroww already okay.
:D
& my nostril look huge,wrong angle );
anyw,went B house to pass present.
& i left 2 pair of studs there.
sad):
went JP hoping to get new stud,
but sadly none.
saw B's friend at shoeshop&popular.
got new pens already,hohos.
wanted to get that rocking house necklace sooonnn.
(:
went home,& fall asleep while watching teevee at brother's rooommm(;
luckily never scold me can!.small nostril,hoho.
chubbyface,);
going off now,
NEED.TO.COUNSEL._.AGAIN

Not my day,so not.

2009-01-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

Practically my day just suck like f.
i don't understand why,
& why things goes just like this.
firstly,mass pe stuff.
i swear,being wrongly accuse is damn f.irritating.
next,expect me to _. _. when i'm not suppose to,
& end up what i saw next,_. standing doing nothing.
next,i didn't get anything today except B's prezzie.
& i swear,the moment i start to like touch something on the shelves,
something will be bound to drop off.
several times please,i swear i was damn careful pleasez.
lastly,i was damn grouchy about what's happening today.
the major bomb just went off.
i can't attend _. lesson anymore just because _.
so unfair,so,so,so,unfair.
i went in the hope of getting a _. in _.
but all my hopes are dashed,really.
i know,it will be in a hard spot for you.
how about me,how.how.how
do you know how disappointed i get.
HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED?
i swear,none of your did.
right now,my _. don't depend on your anymore.
nomore,nomore.
i'll find ways myself,on my own.

if only today will end a little faster.

Tuesday was the day.

2009-01-22T17:43:00.007+08:00

I'll be blog as often as i could.
this week.
-Scald thumb while preparing some salts. ( Twice )
-My salts went chao-ta.
-HwaChong High School Council Investiture.
-Tuition&more TUITION.
-CNY comming,looking forward..NOT.
-Tuesday was the best day ever.
-Forgot to bring Geo Textbook,thank Tiancheng for lending me yours.
MUST BE WONDERING WHY TUESDAY BEST RIGHT.
don't tell you,:p
ANYW,mass pe tml.
so NOT looking forward.
i'm wearing Atlas tml,hohohohs.
LASTLY,
i'm fuckingly addicted to Memoirs of a Geisha.
school have this programe that we read boookkks.
& they got us new book each term i think.
so yeah,this term is Memoirs of a Geisha.
been reading since ytd,finishing sooonnnn.
few more chapts to go,hohohhos.
just that it contain some sexual content,which can be quite funny:X
going offff now.
CNY CELEBRATION TML,
tatas.
:DDD

2009-01-14T20:21:00.001+08:00

My heart tears for you,when i saw you.
what i heard how you suffer for me,
mom,trust me.
this' will be the very last time.
all you gave me,
i'll never forget.
i'm sorry you have to do this.

for once,i'm gonna run till the end.
& make you proud,make me worthwhile.

Sorry,am ON HIATUS.
so long,i won't be back soon.

Very.Tired

2009-01-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

I swear,i was so damn freakingly glad i survive today.
so hard pleasezxz,4hrs straight of tuition.
luckily Mr._. wasn't that bad afterall,amazingly fun thou.
:D
the people there are super duper funnyyyy yo.
was freakingly happy at 2,when i came out.
never felt that happy before,hohohhos.
went home,watch tv & slept.
JUST WHEN ME,was sleeping damn soundly.
paparazzi AndersonCAIZICONG call me.
how wonderful.
he called me like 3times + msg me.
very impatient of him,you knowwwww.
& when i called him back,
I SWEAR,HIS VOICE SOUND DAMN EXCITED.
so he told me gossip,rawr.
shall not share it here,because part of it i have guessed it out already.
so yeahhhhhhhhhhs,hope i'll have a daughter-in-law soonnnn,
cause he is working-in-process now.
hohohs(;
need to continue to do hwk later,seriously.
sigh*
sad case,will blog soon.
Sec1 was a successs,yay-nesss.
i miss grp12,awwwwwwwwwwwww.

2009-01-10T16:17:00.002+08:00

I'm back from camp.
will blog real soon again(;
:DDDDDDD
anyw,huge bomb await me when i got home):
sighhhhhhhh*
wait for me aright.
p/s: only slept for 3hr+ for 2days.
):
offfff now.
tatas

Tml is the day

2009-01-06T17:47:00.004+08:00

Yeahs,have been a few day since i last post.
cause i have been very busy everyday after school,
preparing for camps!.
imagine that,swear you can't.
& yesterday was the worst day ever.
printing of those stuffs,went to shopping spree on the welfare food.
& guess what,you'll see both of us at ShengSiong,
struggling with 5 baskets.
+ one that both of us can't carry.
imagine that pleasezxzzzzzz,
the drinks was heavy shit.
& by doing so,
you can imagine how many zillions pair of eyes stare at us.
& we tried so hard to carry them out):
& GUESS WHAT,
i carry 4 litres of syrup to school + 3 big packs of tibits.
imagine that,i swear i feel like a auntie,rawr.
& oh yeahs,Little Nonya last ep suck like shit,damn wasted
alright,just came back from market & ss.
to get conditioner+sweets for my grp:D
& yeahs,today we saw many amazing things.
3 bus filled with army people+alot of army people riding motorcycle.'
like got terrorists want attack us that kind can.
hhahahs,anyway ME have to reach school at 6 tml.
yeahs,6.
sigh*
got to bring alot clothes.
3PE ( 1 for SuMyat )
4 shorts ( 1 for SuMyat,1 for Sm )
i'm like their clothes supplier kind you know-.-
+ i'm bringing candle.
shyt,must start to compress my shirts&shorts real soon.
how wonderful.
but,won't be bringing sleeping bag,went no time to sleep.
god,god,god.
oh,1T1 people,don't give me alot of trouble okey dokey
god bless me.
anyway,AM OFF NOW.
BE BACK REAL SOOONNNNNNNNNN.

school have been very bitch,very,trust me.
i can't stand the sight of you,
the more i see you,
the more i feel like punching you right into your face.
bitch-est person i ever met.
how bitch can you go.

Started to fade away slowly

2009-01-04T18:49:00.003+08:00

Is sunday now,sigh);
dryrun yesterday was okay.
except the fact that i saw bitch in disguise.
totally turn off.
went Je to eat,walked to Imm with Sm.
went Daiso,acting like some AUNTIEs.
we hunt high&low for _.
super un-sightly, but sadly,
No blue);
only green or red,shyt.
went home after that.
went to Jp at night,
ChongEr saw me,but i didn't
sad,wish i could see my another son,hohhoos.
today is boring,very.
stuck at home,wtf.
finished my chem worksheet,
cause chem today.
Oh,did i mention
my timetable suck a zillion time.
serious,mon till 2.30
wed&thur till 3.30
& i'll be changing to CombineScience,if not watch me die.
can't wait to see MissNurul with her big stomach;X
anyway,still in the same class!
& same sitting arrangement,
with Myat,hohohohohs.
anyway,tml will be v.v.v. hectic.
Foodcom+Gamecom+Admincom will be printing sec1 camp stuffff.
while Logcom+Welfarecom getting food.
sigh*
i want be with Ahmin baobei nahhhhhhszxz,):
anyway,am off now!
will blog sooonnnnnnn!.

oh bitch,pleasezxz.

First day of school spell horrible.

2009-01-02T16:59:00.005+08:00

I got a pre-school trauma,i lost all my f.clips.
imagine waking up at 5+ hoping to get everything prepare,
have a good day start,
& everything start to go wrong when MY CLIPS WENT MISSING.
so wonderful...NOT.
i swear,i'm feeling v. panicky.
cause my hair is damn short right now,
& i need like,let say AT LEAST 4-5.
& i only got 3,how wonderful.
seriously,so i make do with 3 & put more wax on my hair.
who knows,the wax suck
& hair start comming down after i reach bustop.
you thought it ended here?
so NOT,i need to be in school by 6.45
& at 6 i went down.
guess what,at 6.15 i saw a bright 99 tag,
& when it came nearer,i got so turn off.
single deck bus which equal to no seats plus squeezing with people.
just what i though,board the bus & the bus is f. filled with people.
how great pleasezxz.
reached school almost late,few mins to 6.45
took attendance for prefects & stufffffffff.
escort for NationalFlag.
walk around,den went hall to listen to talk&talks&more talks.
i swear,my legs turn pins&needles for several times.
recess at 10.30 ended at 11.
went classsssss!
miss 3E1'08,this year our class left like 37 people only.
last year was 49,H-U-G-E.
missW came to do admin stufffff,
mrT came to discuss camp stuff,so not prepare.
meet up with Wennie after school to discuss camp stuffs.
yeahs,i hate being not prepare AFTER the SC.
AGAIN,i waited for bus home for like 15mins plus
waited like 30mins+ waiting for both bus today.
rawr.
went SS with baobei to look at more food stuff for camp.
homed then blogggggg.
anyway,MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.
secret!
:D
tatas.

p/s: DryRun tml,f.
Those that don't come tml,f. you all.

A few more hours.

2008-12-31T22:42:00.002+08:00

Before 2008 came to a end,
i wish to say,i (♥) today alot.
i met up with people who i'm really very close with.
pretty+baobei+daddy&mummy.
i guess,that 4 of them is really enough for me.
what for have so many friend yet noone is close to you,
what's the use eh?
yeahs,stated earlier,
i met up with pretty :D
& someone tot the candy i bought alot is tissue! :X
after that met up with baobei to pass her DecTeenage ( EXTRA BLINK )
went market+ss+7-11.
so short,but we enjoyed very much:D
after that,went home.
& mummy say we'll be going out to eat with daddy.
just the 3 of us.
okay fyi,we seldom eat together.
even it is,it'll be just me+mummy.
or maybe weekend.
butbutbut,today with no brothers.
they're out countdown-ing.
which is a pretty good sign:D
went to have ZHICHAII,den went BoonLay.
i swear i saw alot CAB+CAL
( ROLL EYES TOTALLY PLEASEZXZ )
they're smoking like noone business,
not knowing they're polluting the airs.
saw R,& I SWEAR,when i saw him
i wanna laugh out,he's like wearing skinnyy pleasezxzzzzz.
( no offences,if you know who R is,you'll just laugh at how i do )
ohmymymymy,
& i (♥) the lightening there,remind me of China NEON LIGHTS);
i wanted to upload every pic i took,but
sorry eh,i'm way too tired):
so here are some
:D
there's this very very kawaii nehzxzxzz girl at lib.& i just stared&stared at her:X

hohos,i tied a silvery ribbon on my hairband.
very 'blink' under sunlight,hohohs.
i'm so into bow+ribbon!
3/4 of the pic i took at Boonlay are filled with those lightening,
pretty,no?
& the idk what is this thing call.
f. noisy please,& i feel like poking it to let it burst:X
alright,nomorenomore.
shall come back tml or sooonnnnn.
NO-FRINGE-DAY is veryveryvery near,sigh*
am off now,to catch some sleep or watch countdown thru tv.
bye peopleeeeeee.
EXACTLY 30mins more
at 12,i'll hear alot of screaming near my house.

2008-12-31T15:18:00.000+08:00

alright,i just got home.
freakingly early.
):
i saw like so many familiar faces at jp.
J+K+MRL+JGAY+i-forget-who.
so,i faster went home,+ pretty going off to chalet.
hohohs,ANYWAY.
guess what,i got 1GB memorycard.
MORE GAMES+SONGS+THEMES:D
thankyou pretty + luv you (♥)
someone is going get LG cookie.
( ENVY FACE PLEASEZXZ )
anyway,i injured myself.
my legs hurt like f. please):
anyway,SM JUST CALLED ME.
to ask me what i want in camp,
so i say,I WANT HONEYSTAR.
she'll be adding for me,hohohhos.
cause she's in welfare,rmbrmb?
they should like put me there can,
instead of GAMES))))))):
rawr.
let me think,what i want.
Honeystar+alotalot of pretty cereal!
:DDDD
okay,am off now.
mummy is still on phone):

Last day.

2008-12-31T10:30:00.001+08:00

Anyway,am back to blog again.
Cause today is like the last day of 2008.
yeahs,never have i felt so sad,
really,& yeahs am going out later.
not to celebrate):
den home early to accompany mom(:
as stated from my previous post,
2008 impacted me alot.
Both the goods&bads.
hope 2009 will be a great year!
:D
went BuyAndThrowAway few weeks back,
& promise to have picture.
Ta-dah,my new canvas.
& i still need to buy slipper+heel):
LASTLY,shall end my post+2008 with my pic.
because,i did my own straightening today.
thus,my hair is not so EXPLOSIVE!
& people,please SAY MY HAIR GROW ALREADY):
esp fringe pleasezxz.
tadah,am off now!
2 days to SCH REOPEN.
someone kill me man.
)))):

Bye 2008

2008-12-30T15:58:00.002+08:00

Tml will be last day of 2008.
seriously,times fly like !@#$%^&*(.
& taking End-of-year exam is like just yesterday.
when i woke up at wee hours,
trying to squeeze as much things into my teenyweeny brain.
rushing to sch,start to panic.
& getting result back,
feeling happy&sad.
those times,since like it was just yesterday.
& taking over prefectorial board,being secretary.
and soon,we'll step down already.
& getting ready for 'O' lvl.
i don't know if i'm even ready for it.
& i guess 2008,is the year
when i start to mature,
start to face things on my own,
knowing what is my own goals,
working toward it.
knowing not to give up easily,
& persevere on.
next year,will be fighting against 'O' lvl.
sigh*
i wish everything will end soon,really.
Hello 2009,Bye 2008.
i won't ever forget 2008,
the year when i stood bravely.

anyway,am home tml.
don't ask me out.
i don't want people to see my ugly hair.
SERIOUSLY,
sorry 6G'05 people,
i really want to go.
BUT,i can't ):
next time kae?
i have been away from their world many years already.
felt happy that they still remember to call me go for gathering
:D

anyway,me,went back sch today.
sigh*
met mrlian+mrs nada.
i'll be in charge of sec1 orientation + some external investiture.
so people,if your sch have investiture,please invite us okay(:
hohohos,
am offf noww.
tatas.

10mins of happiness.

Wish it was you

2008-12-29T16:52:00.002+08:00

i swear,when i saw it wasn't you.
my heart sank to the ultimate bottom.
if only it was you not someone else.

2008-12-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.
am changing blogskin soon,
to a much plainer kind.
:D
anyway,just renovated my house in pet society!
& my pet changed to new dress too.
ClassicBlackDress+PoshBow+PerfectWhitePearl
+ElegantGoldBand+WhiteShoe=ELEGANT.
( INSERT HAPPY FACE )
people,add me in facebook alright.
hohos,anyway.
hwk suck,why is there such a thing created)):
i left like ALOT UNDONE.
SCIENCE+SS.
shyt me,seriously.
sigh*
need to complete some later on already.
anyway,went to collect money ytd.
wtf can,someone lead me to the wrong lane
& make me wait !@#$%^&*(.
rawrawr.
& happy me,finish english hwk ytd.
(:
i know i'm damn friggingly slowwwww.
alright,am off now.

on christmas night,
i cried my heart out,
noone understand how i felt,
noone.
if only,i could leave here,
i swear i'll be so much happier.
yesterday night,
i hid below banket and cried,
i though noone will help me,
but you did,
although it was to no help,
i felt that someone is supporting me afterall.
trust me,i won't let you down.

2008-12-27T18:52:00.000+08:00

Am back to post.
VERY VERY VERY TIRED):
went Labrador Park today.
meet up with Sm first,bused to JP.
went to FairPriceExtra to get sushi.
met 4e1'09 people,pathetically amount of people came.
mrt-ed to HarbourFront,den waited for the bus.408 or 409.
sm&i went to drink soyabean,ohmy.
damn bloated,x123456789
reach there,horrible sun):
anyway,i'll be with wennie during the sec1 camp
( SAD FACE PLEASEZXZ )
& worst,we'll be taking 1T1,technical class grp 1.
( MORE SAD FACES PLEASEZXZ )
& the whole amazing suck,everything is messy):
i don't know if i'll go missing anot,
if i did,SORRYYYYYY:X
hohohs.
went to VIVO after that,
sm had her korean noodle,
while i have zha jiang mian.
when the noodle place in front of me,
I TOTALLYYYYY got so turn off.
cause i saw mixed veggie,wtfwtfwtf.
i hate mixed veggie,horrible vegetable)):
& i pick them one by one and place somewhere instead:D
hohohos.
had HALO HALO after that,taste weird but acceptable(:
walked around,saw SUMYAT&CO twice.
FATE:D
wanted to get ribbon cause i decided to make my own stud,
but i saw none i like.
( SAD FACE AGAIN )
homed after back.
I (L) SM can,we had super lots of fun.
screaming&laughing&everything,
got so much to catch up!
:DDDDDD
OH A BRIGHTER NOTE:
guess what,i make my own chain ring
hohohos,not thick chain thou.
cause i don't likeeeeee, PLUS hard to find.
so i use thin chain instead PLUS layering.
prettayeeee,need to get a plain ring to make my ribbon ring+stud
hohohos,happy me.
ANYWAY,am getting my money tml.
YES,TML.
at JurongGreenCC with Sumyat.
Sm will be going with me(:
AM GOING NOW,cause i'm watching show later.
yeahs,off now!.
BYEEE(((:

PEOPE WHO DIDN'T TURN UP TODAY,
(F) you all,hope your get lost.
* STICK TONGUE OUT *

2008-12-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over,which means 2008 is ending soon.
yeahs,next week will be school reopen.
friggingly fast.
& yeahs, O lvl next year toooooo.
important lap to go,last one.
sighhh*
anyway,went sch today.
MrsSaz is the new head prefect mistress.
no comment,seriously*
am stepping down real sooooooonnnn(:
rush off to meet mom at bugis den went chinatown
& HOME.
tired):
random note: shld i make my own ribbon stud or buy?

2008-12-25T12:21:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas alllll(:
alright,am stuck at all for Xmas.
sad righttttt.
will be eating out later at nightttttt.
& with my weird hair,i rather not go outttt);
so i'll be spending my day with pet societyyyyyyyy!
yayyyyy,got my balloon already
& soon,renovating my house.
hohohos.
happy yo.
& my house is filled with choco.
toblerone&merci&ferro rochers & meiji.
pretty gave me one box of merci,
toblerone is part of the prezzie daddy gave.
& the whole lot of meiji choco is what my bro bought.
kuazhang anottttttt.
hahahs,am offf nowwwww.
LONELY XMAS with noone online in my msn.
pathetic eh.
):

2008-12-24T16:19:00.000+08:00

Ohmymy.
yeah,am backkk.
anyway,if i ever did tell anyone i'm going to cut my hair
for like the next 2-3 months.
PLEASE,for goodness sake,STOP ME MAN.
shyt me,my fringe is like totally cut out from bowl kind cannn.
& i dont like 'POMP' hair,i prefer straight way better.
so anyway,my hair was been cut by a guy with a red hair.
so uncool,he was totally busy talking with my mom
& the most amazing thing was,he can guess that i'm 15.
amazing,no?
& he said i'm cool just because i don't talk at all.
pleasezxzzzzzzz.
so,sm came my house today,
and,obviously,SHE WAS SHOCK NAHHHH-.-
& on the way to je,i feel very . . . with my mushroom head.
i'll try not to go out oftenly nowwwwwwwww.
& i need the HAIR GROW FASTER kind of shampooooo.
rawr.

2008-12-23T16:59:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling damn sad right now.
( INSERT MILLIONS OF SAD FACE )
my hair screwed up.
oh shyt,i'm not going to take any more pic.
like let say,2-3 weeks.
rah.
my fringe sark,lenght sark.
))))):

2008-12-23T13:10:00.000+08:00

Okay,am back
way earlier den expected.
& the dry run suck like !@#$%^&*()
cause the people who attended are like,let say,less then 20?
amazing,& there is this _. who kept on find excuses,rah.
smack you can.
we dry run for the mini amazing race & i ended up playing some racing car game,
using shengjie hp,& screaming like some maddie;X
Shengjie was abit shock las,hohohos.
ended the dry run cause it is impossible to continue when there're so damn f.little people.
went to find sm with shengjie&hanjie!
hhohohhoos,den homed alone.
& TODAY,ME,forget to bring sm present out);
yeahs,have to pass her asap!!
& this post below is dedicated to

NG SHIANG MIN AKA BAOBEI ER AKA JEROME AKA ASSMAN AKA XMAN AKA
XIAO DE.
(FYI: It is damn hard to find her picture can,when she doesn't like to take pic even if she does,noone have it,rahhhhhh )
Ta-dah,there she is.
i manage to steal in her blog:X clever me.
& yeahs,we knew each other when we're in Sec1.
we ain't that close at first,but slowly,we became the best of friends.
she'll wait for me after school if i have something on,
hanging out together,& most importantly,
she live just a few block away from me!
:D
She never fail to be there for me,us sharing our secret,
our trouble,& EVERYTHING.
& with her,we'll talk&talk&talk like crazy,EVERY SINGLE THINGS.
that's how close we're{;
we alway tell each other if there're any nice clothes online,etc.
shopping together & getting our matching clothes.
not only that,we're almost join together in school,
sitting together during the most boring-est lesson,POA.
& trying our best to talk softly,& sharing our answer(;
almost all the guys in our class know that,if they bully her=bully me.
if bully me=bully her,& we'll gang up to bully the others instead(;
& the most unforgettable experience with her is the recent China Trip.
waking each other up,laughing together,take food for each other,
mask-ing together & everything we did together.
we even wore the same clothes almost everyday(:
& the worst 15mins we experience in the toilet eating maggie from a cup.
& finding our ci-ji gan at our museum trailing after some random _.
those memories with you are unforgettable.
& remembering that day in China,
when we walk along that street,holding hands as tight as we could,
when we walk further down,
even though the wind&the coldness are freezing us inside,
we still continue further down,
& telling each other how warm it is,sweet eh.
& alway running to places that is way further down,
worring if we're able to know the direction back anot.
those memories are indeed touching,unforgettable.
i have never been so close to anyone before,
so close that i'm positively sure that my darkest secret are alway safe with her.
both of us know each other inside out.
2years going 3 years bestie, i'll never ever forget you.

The whole bunch of us in China,& WE WORE THE MATCHING PURPLE SKINNIES.
us wearing some geeky spec in some kiddy ride{;
Us in our matching hoodie on her birthday(:
With our matching rings & bags.
Remember to keep in contact even after we graduate.
If you have any trouble/problems,be sure to contact me.
i'll be willing to hear everything&anything.
LOVE YOU,happy 15th birthday.
I hope the wish you have,will come true:D
if not,forget him okay.
LASTLY,a damn f.nice cake pic for you
Remembering the times,when we fight against the cold walking down the street,
Remembering the times,when we never fail to cheer each other up,
Remembering the times,when we share our deepest secret,
Remembering the times,when we gossiph behind other's back,
Remembering the times,when we wake up freezing to death in China,
Remembering the times,when we got our matching hoodie+ring+bangles+bag+earring together.
Remembering the times,when we waited for each other under blk,
Remembering the times,when we went down just to drink banana milk/icecream together.
those days,i'll alway remember.
noone know how important you're to me.
Bestie,LOVE YOU.
i believe happiness will find you real soon.
SM(♥) (♥) CH*
thank god,for finding such a bestfren for me.

Even if you have hundreds and thousand friend,
yet noone know you well,what's the use of having so much friend.
Even though,i only got 1bestfren,
she's the one without fail beside me when i need her.
Best Fren are someone who you can share you secret with,
who you trust/love/care for
& is incomparable to thousand and millions of fren who you're not close me.

2008-12-22T23:28:00.001+08:00

am feeling lazy now, NOT TIRED.
L.A.Z.Y
been thinking when will i ever touch my hwk ever again.
2Jan is reaching soon,
& later !@#$%^&*() it'll be 2JAN already.
& for god sake,i don't want to spent the last day of my holiday rushing hwk,
like how i did FROM SEC SCHOOL,shyt me.
that feelings just suck,panicky.
sigh*
am heading to have a hair cut tml.
yeahs,finally.
i know,i want my bangbang.
* smile.
am making ezlink soon,this wed.
yeahs,THE FEELINGS OF GOING UP THE BUS,
& the uncle staring at you with dagger eyes,
& when you put the wrong amount of money,
they'll !@#$%^&*() fuck can.
spoilt my day.
some accept 55cent while others need 1dollar++.
& the worst thing,is their damn fucking face can.
smirking behind you,walauuuuuuu.
sight,i'have to face this damn feelings twice a day.
& you can look at one person face,you'll know how much money you need put.
those damn black one,please auto abit,put 1dollar+.
those v.v.v si wen can,jiu okays luh:X
yeahs,i have to face this feelings TML AGAIN.
TMD,cause of this damn dry run.
tml will be the last day i'm facing.
* twist finger*
am going off nowwwww{;
LASTLY, Ahmin bao bei happyy birthday worzxzzz.
:DDDDDDDDD

P/S: I MISS PRETTY,ALOT. GOD DAMN SAKE LOT.
YOU BELIEVE?

2008-12-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

Am damn happy.
cause i finally finish the stuff i need to do,
Prefects attendance+List+2ndJanOrientation.
x123456789 happy.
yeahs,am feeling v. tired now));
snifffffff*
My main purpose of blogging is,
today is a special day.
Which is marked in my phone,22Dec.
This special day is none other then my Baobei Ahmin birthday{;
Finally finally fianlly 15.
After damn friggingly long,
& finally can make your IC already eh.
a short post for today,will dedicate a post tml.
ONLY IF I HAVE THE ENERGY FROM TML DRY RUN.
dry run suck totally,
rah,can i like pon);
so am off now.LASTLY,a very very f.kawaiiiiii nehzxz cake for you{;
Let's wear our matching atlas+hoodie+bag+bangles+earring+sock+shoe & arm to arm to school again just like today{;
& i'll make some colourful tangyuan for ya sooonn.
ILUVYOU♥ like how mouse ♥ cheese.
hohohos.
SM(♥)(♥)CH.*

2008-12-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

{;
am back to blog already.
v.satisfied now,cause my room is f.clean{;
i cleaned up for like 2hr+,okay.
actually,my room aint that messy,just alot of R.U.B.B.I.S.H
& not only that,all my studs,etc are all nicely arrange{;
the ribbon ones are my current (L)
& the flowery one are left with one only,);
10+ over dangling earrings that i dont like anymore,
throwing or maybe donating.

still left with 20+ over danglings.
i remember when smbaobei saw the amount of earrings i have,
she got a shock:O& the v. scary amount of blue/black pen i got.
blue-7
black-7
mechanical pencil-2
green pen-3.
hightlighter-6
eraser-2
AHAHAHAHAHS,mummy got a shock too when she saw.
& those people who're close to me,
will know me,nvr use ballpoint.
cause seriously,i hate ballpoint pen.
+ so unluckily,i'm a lefthanded,
so when i need to use liquid+inkpen=smudge);
so yeahs,so i only got like1-2 ballpoint.
& THE VERY NICE WHITE BALLPOINT PEN IN THE PIC,
is from china{;
3/4 of my class people have it,lmaos.
after cleaning my room,
i went to make tang yuan{{{{;
i wanted to have skyblue initially,
but mummy think is way too digusting);
sad can.

hohohs,th 5 different shade.
i (L) de orange one can.
the teeny,weeny,cutie{;
& there are some weird looking one,
which is combined with 2-3 diff colour,
WHICH IS MAKE BY ME.
AHAHAHAHS.spot that unique one?
*wink.
& yeahs,ate tangyuan before going out to meet MINKYakaBaobei.

my unique one.
hohohs,
I wanted to get that shirt/dress so badly);
passed her the bag den went off to meet preetaye already.
& I ATE YANGYUAN AGAIN-.-
at preetaye's house.
mygodzxzxzzzzz
after that went JE,ate the same lunch as ytd,
den headed to IMM.
went to FOX to get teeeeee.
i want junkfoood);
ending with laoniang pictureeee{;
bye alllllllllll.
{;

2008-12-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

Heyooohhh,am back{;
went out todayyyy,to get stationery&stuff.
which cost $35+,:X
bought like,5pens+4random hightlighter.
& foolscape.
( I SWEAR IF SHENGJI SAW THIS HE'LL BE DAMN HAPPY )
i bought like 10pads,told mummy i need get foolscape,
or else,i'll end up asking from people again:X
AHAHAHHS,so no choise~
:D
wanted to get mechanical pencil,but nothing caught my eye);
ANYWAY,AM FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
I CAN FINALLY BATH+FEED MY PET.
:DDDDDDD
AM OFF TO PLAY ALREADY.
BYE BLOG.
i miss smbaobei aka xman aka jerome aka assman aka handsome aka ahmeng aka ahmin.
i miss preetaye.

2008-12-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

yay,pg mall arive already.
is beside me right now,happy yo.
{;
ONE THING OFFTA MY WISHLIST.
anyway,had Sec1 reg.
chao,chao,& more chaos.
rah,damn glad it had ended,reallyyyy.
i saw alot of cal&cab wannabe,seriously.
after that,went uniform area to find Sm,hahahahahas.
uniform area is another chaos place.
& DAMN FREAKING funny, one parent tell me
eh,here very peaceful.-.-
mygod,wait till you seeeeee our normal school day;X
manage to finish 2set of english today.
man,ahneh sibei happy can:D
left another set of english.+ PURESCIENCE+SS+2pagesofmath.
i'm dead,really,seriously,NO DOUBT.
*bigsigh*
i'm going to be real busy for 2009.
2,5,6 JAN-Orientation.
7,8,9 JAN-CAMP.
& there will be one sec2 prefect under me.-.-
okays,off now.
MUST FINISH THAT LAST SET OF ENGLISH TODAY,ASAPPPP.
& ask daddy to help me with my mathhhhhh:D
did i mention?
my leg is in pain again,shyt.
that day,on first dry run,i hop like a ('.') at home
(THAT WAS A MSN EMOTION FYI)
& limp all the way to school.
awww,den start to recover & me walking like a normal person.
NEXT,ytd,my leg start to swollennnn.
luckily,daddydearest massage for me.
thankgod{{{{{;
hurt like shyt can,rawr
such a long post eh,impressive.
all are bunch of craps.
i'm dreading 2009/);
i can't wait to drop to combinesci.{;
needa go popular tml,sigh.
stationery,foolscape,notebook,etc..
why mrk still haven contact me yet,i need to start tuition asap.
shocking? this word actually IS ME AHNEH who type it-.-
alright,off now.
am so addicted to HURT.
:D

p/s: Ahneh is me nah-.- duh.

_.years ago,i was _ _ _ _ _ _. somewhere because you got a _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
i feel real _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
i _ _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _.
_.later,you _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _ _ _ _. _ _ . me.
i _ _ _ _. _ _. _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _. _ _ _.
i _ _ _. _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _ _ _. enough.
i thought _ _ _. _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _. _ _.
but,that was _ _ _. _ _. _ _ _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
_.now,i wasn't that _ _ _ _ _ as before.
i _ _ _ _ _ _. you . _ _ _. my _ _ _ _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _.
& decided _ _ _. _ _._ _ _ _. _ _ _. ever again.

p/s: dont ask me about the above paragraph.

2008-12-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

Am feeling very irritated right now.
cause i couldn't clean/feed my pet in petsociety);
& MY PET IS ALREADY DYING+SMELLY ALREADY.
howwww,rawr.
i'm very sad now);

2008-12-17T15:46:00.000+08:00

i just got home from Sbaobei's house.
i got a good laugh,laughing like mad:X
the most coincidence yet funny thing was,
she SHOW PHOTO of army people,
& said her brother is inside,calling me to guess-.-
& FYI,i had never ever see her brother before,
PLUS that picture was filled with people wearing greenie clothes,
and that typical black spec,HOW WILL I KNOWWWW.
look so damn freakingly alike can,
so,i just point anyhow-.-
cause,surely not first row de what.
& guess what,laoniang guess correctly-.-
hahas,super funnny.
den home,{;
went school to buy books,socks,etc.
& den meeting with mrl.
me&sumyat WAS SUPER PAISEH JUST NOW,
shall not say why,cause it was damn freakingly paiseh las,
dontknow how many zillion+million eyes was shooting at us.
mygod.
anyway,have to start calling people AGAIN LATER ON.
freak out pleasezxz.
god,friday will be the Sec1 reg already.
2Express,3NA,2NT.
please don't give me NT classes in Sec1camp man.
i'll freak out,and run away;X
sigh,i don't want to make phone call(S).
& THANKYOU SMBAOBEI FOR your musical box
♥ it alot,just as much as i ♥ you.
hohos,:D

all i ever wanted was,
to get all this shyt away from me.
if only you could understand how i felt.

2008-12-15T17:17:00.000+08:00

I could just die,i need to make 16 phonecalls.
like whatthehell right,yeah.
& out of the 16,ONLY 1 ANSWER.
i could just find some wall and bang.
& den,i have to start calling their friend etc,
even worst,ONE PREFECT DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK I'M.
what the hell man,laoniang your don't know who.
hurhurs,anyway,
HAVE TO START MAKING PHONECALL AGAIN
people who don't answer my call,pleasezxz go and die man.

2008-12-15T10:06:00.000+08:00

//edit,I MANAGE TO GET THRU.
mygod,hair turn like white already.
anyway,have to meet su ASAP to get the proposal done.
so yeahs,off now.
NEED TO REACH JP BY 11.30

/edit,shytpo
i'hv to call MRL.
OHMYFREAKINGGOD.
DIE.
where noone is picking up my call.
mygod man.
);

After don't know how many zillion&million of phonecall,
i managed to get thru to MrS.
Yay,like finally pleasezxz.
after like trying to contact him for 3days+
fearing what if i can't understand what he's talking:X
yeahs,have to call him back later after checking the things for Sec1 Reg.
(THIS THUR FYI)
dennn,have to meet LAOMUMMY laterrrrr.
have to drag sm to go with me,
but i guess she's still in lala dreaming of vampires instead of me;X
10mins is up real soooon,& i have to call MRS back alreadyyy.
DANGZ.
TATAS;D

when everything stand to fall back and square,
you come back.
is this fair?

2008-12-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

When you gain something,
eventually you'll lost something in return.
so true. . .
& i'm hooked to A Little Love.
amazingly nice{;

A LITTLE LOVE
*greatness as you
smallest as me
you show me what is deep as sea

a little love,little kiss
a little hug, little gift
all of little something，these are our memories

you make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
you always stand by my side
i don't want to say goodbye

#you make me cry
make me smile
make me feel the joy of love
oh kissing you
thank you for all the love you always give to me
oh i love you

repeat*

yes I do ,I always do

make me cry
make me smile
make me feel that love is true
you always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

repeat#

to be with you, oh i love you

dl it in baidu or whatever dl site.
if you cant,i can send to you too{;
anyway,been trying my best to contact MRSINGH,
BUT TO NO AVAIL.
)))))))));
how,how,how.
shall try my luck again later on.
& anyone know where to download pokemon games?!?!
Mobile phone version and in English please.
cause i download one which is in idk what language
& i seriously don't understand a single shyt-.-
LASTLY,before i go.
I JUST RENOVATED MY HOUSE IN PET SOCIETY,
happy yo.
:D
TATAS

2008-12-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

Feel so glad to be home,really.
even though i know,he'll be home too.
maybe,i shall tell my best to get over everything.
this few day was kind of mixed.
my ripcurl babe is still M.I.A
every hope in me just dashed,
sighhhh*
on a brighter note,
bought momma to the new JP.
totally a maze,very complicated
& to add on,the crowd. TSKKK*
the old JP is quieter& i got my shoe.
finallyyyy,after zillion years
{{{:
anyway,the PGMALLBAG seller seem to go MIA.
wtf,damn.);
& YEAHHHHH,peepo please remind me to call MRSINGH tml.
or else,my head will be chop.
DANGZ.
off now.

p/s:i still owe someone a camera neacklace with a build-in lighter and light.

2008-12-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

Taken in chinaaaaa at the i-forget-what-school-already.

Cause their school were playing some games with our school

& ME,obviously won't playyyyyyyy{;

so,take pictureeeees luh;X

anywayyyyy,laoniang now is at prettaye house.

hohohohs,got my denim shorts already.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

weweeeeeeetttttttt,wanted to get NF denim tooo at 12bucks

but the meet-up is so damn freakingly far pleasezxz.))))));

alright,offffff to facebook already.

tatats

2008-12-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

Heyoh to my new blog,
i miss BLOGGER LIKE x123456789.
Bye tumblr,you have been such a nice blogggg{;
Anyway,say hello to my new pet.
MrGingerBread,cute yo.
ytd+today,i shop alottttttttttttttttt,
to make me feel much happierrrrr{;
will be meeting the seller tml for my ribbon stud,hohohs.
HOPE WILL BE VERYVERYVERYVERY SUPERSUPER DUPERDUPER NICE.
& manage to get the NF dark grey denim short alreadyyyyy.
hope will get the denim one sooooooooon,please.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
am a happy kid right now,hope nothing screwed up A.G.A.I.N
anyway,heading to msia tml.
will be back sooooooooooooooooooon.
(on sat)
meet me peepo.

p/s:I♥you. pretty bf.

2008-12-10T13:11:00.001+08:00

Testing,1,2,3.